I’m sorry I’m not good enough. I tried really hard and I failed. I’ve pushed everyone away. I’m not anyone’s first choice anymore. Not sure I ever was. I kinda hate myself. And realizing that is one of the most painful things to do with. I’m glad it’s almost summer because then i can stop pretending for everyone at school. I just need a break.
I will wear what I want. I will get tattoos if I want. I will wear makeup if I want. I will dye my hair if I want. I will pierce whatever I want. I will shave what I want. I will lose weight if I want. I will gain weight if I want. I will have sex if I want.
french: I need sex asap
if you start kissing my neck there’s a 169% chance i’m going to rip your clothes off
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. But when I see a mother with her child; A girl with her lover; Or a friend laughing with their best friend; I realize that even though I like being alone I don’t fancy being lonely.
zooeyclairedeschahell: “cool jeans,” i tell a cute boy little did he know that i actually talking about his genes because those chromosomes have combined beautifully ay papi
I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyone’s favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
quazza: i am reminded that english is a flawed language every time I am forced to use “that that” in a sentence
fffcuk: never like a boy you’ll end up either hating them or hating yourself